Hello!

I'm not in a crabby mood anymore. So, today I cut school, mainly because my Mum asked me to. She was like: Hey, it's raining today, can you not go to school? Because we have to walk out of the estate and I guess it's kind of troublesome on a rainy day.

So anyway, I played a bit of Audition in the morning, but it was fairly boring because no one was online. Apparently, everybody except Sara went to school.. oh, besides Shanna, obviously. I heard CHIJ St. Nicholas and Crescent came today, huh? Too bad I missed it, I would have loved to hear what they had to say.

So anyway, Twilight rocks! But you have to read it really carefully, if not you won't be able to understand what they are saying. Edward Cullen is cool!!! But anyway, I think Audition is wrecking my computer. Which is why I watched Bleach 16 just now and didn't play it. Oh, and I just realized that watching the bit of Bleach after the credits is actually useful, I mean, they tell you things you don't learn about in the show! (You probably already know that) So I'm going to watch the last parts of every Bleach episode now... unless watching the back parts aren't really neccessary? Do they tell you all the stuff they do in the back parts in the show? (Leave your comments at the message board)

I have to go to school tomorrow, and get people to sign my autograph book, even though I really destroyed it, tarnishing its perfect figure. It is so ugly now. But nevermind!

Post tomorrow.. if I'm not lazy. Bye!

Oh, by the way, I love James Blunt and 1973 so all you people out there who hate him or this song better SHUT UP and not insult either on my blog!

Sorry, no, I don't mean to sound like a demented old person but that's probably what I really am.

Hi guys!

No, I have not been kidnapped then killed, but yes, MIA is an appropriate word, I guess.

Here's what I'm feeling right now:
-Irritated with myself.

And I'm going to have to relax! Oh, forget it, nevermind! Anyway, I have watched Bleach until 13, I have finished Fruits Basket manga volumes 1 and 2, and I am reading Twilight.

Anyway, if you think I have posted the first few paragraphs without really saying anything since I don't think you will be able to even remotely comprehend what I'm saying, then whatever.

Yeah, didn't I say, I'm irritated with myself.

Yes, it sucks to be me.

I am going to die. No, like, seriously. My fucked-up self is going to die. Why the HELL must I make the decision whether or not to reject or accept the NYGH DSA offer? What kind of fucked-up world am I living in?!?

Why on earth is this idiotic, deranged decision resting on my shoulders? Not that I would ever let anyone, besides God make this idiotic decision for me, including my parents. WHAT THE FUCK?!?

whatthefuckwhatthefuckwhatthehellwhatthehell. What am I going to do?!?!?! I have ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA. WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK. I AM RUINING MY OWN FUTURE. God! What is happening to me?!?

I still have not decided whether to accept Nanyang or not! Help, people!

Okay, today I went running again! I think I have improved. I THINK. I wasn't as tired as I was on Sunday! Anyway, yesterday, I asked my mum to help me return library books when she went to work on the way. Then after that after school I found out the my piano lesson was at 3.30 pm! I couldn't stay in school for three hours right?!? So I decided to go to the library. Then after that I went to my piano class, then I went to the library near my house again.

Then after I borrowed my books I stepped out and the stupid sensor rang! I thought that it was some mistake (it happened once, the lame sensor was just spoilt) and so I continued walking. Then after that when I checked the receipts I discovered I hadn't borrowed a book! I was like, "Nevermind!" But then later, I started getting more and more freaked out.

Then in the morning I got semi-mad at my mum cos this was all her fault! But you don't need to know why! Yay! So anyway, just now in the afternoon I had to go to the library with my dad again to settle the matter or something. Then I discovered I lost my stupid Ez-Link card. On the bus. And I had only $0.35 in cents. So I told the bus driver I had only notes. Then she asked me to change money with passengers. So I had to ask these two Chinese girls from RS to change money. And they were like, giggling. One had long fringe down the side of her face. Giggle Giggle. I wanted to roll my eyes. Then after that they took so long I sat down in front of them, then they didn't do anything, then I asked one idiot girl again whether she had money or not, and she was like, "I only have 70 cents," giggle giggle giggle. Whatever. Go figure what kind of people they were.

Then after that I had to ask the Malay lady behind them. She looked a little... how to describe? She just came back from the supermarket or something I think. She looked....... angry. And then she shook her head and waved me away, all the while while I was holding the stupid $2 note in my hand. My God! I think she thought I wanted to steal her money. Like, what the hell?!? I was disgusted.

Then after that I was about to ask the Chinese lady sitting behind her, (who was already rummaging in her purse) and I felt like a freaking beggar okay! And you get all this crap talk about the country's people being big-hearted. Anyway, then after that that nice Chinese lady handed me $0.80! I started to ask her if she had change but she just pushed the money to me and shook her head so I thanked her and paid the stupid bus fee. Yay! Nice lady!

Then after that I met my dad (after searching in Popular for VK 6, but to no avail. What?!? If I buy for Nicole, I can read too!) and then he settled the thing. The librarian was like talking, then I was explaining myself half-way when he just freaking shushed me. What. The. Hell. But anyway! So she looked damn angry, but I bet the only reason she didn't blow her top at me was because my dad was standing there! Ha ha!

Anyway, so most of my problems are solved now, except that my Ez-Link card is still MIA and I'm really worried I left it at some library (should be either BB or CCK) and someone will pick it up and use it for... you know! No, I'm not worried about the money left inside. I'm worried about something else altogether. And I'm VERY worred. VERY. VERY. VERY. No kidding. And no, it's not the 'using my card to borrow multiple books' issue either. I'm just, really, really, anxious and very, very worried.

So anyway, today I went jogging again! I THINK my stamina has improved! I didn't feel as tired as I did on Monday. (Oops, did I already mention this in front? This IS a very long post, you know!) Okay, so maybe I have been lazy and have been missing out on all the situps and pushups, but I still can lose weight, right?!? Right?!?!?

Okay, BYE!

Hello people!

For those of you who are my close friends, you probably know that I am over my mind in agony because of my indecision over where I should accept the NYGH DSA offer, or just skip it and TRY to get into RGS. Today we received the form that we have to fill in to state whether we accept whatever school or not. I have NO IDEA what to do. Actually, I haven't had one for the past few months. But as a Christian, I AM counting on God to help me ace everything and get me, safely and soundly, into RGS.

So anyway, moving on. In a desperate attempt to lose weight, pronto, so I can actually fit into nice clothes without looking like the ginormous whale-cow clonic abnormality I really am, I have decided to go jogging/running at the lane behind my estate by the park, 5 laps per day. Ha ha, you think 5 laps is a freaking joke. Well, the freaking lane is damn long, okay. I started yesterday. By the first lap, I was tired. I took a break. By the second, I was quite tired. I took another break. (No, I'm not being lazy. This was part of the plan.) By the third lap, I was ready to quit. I took a break. By the fourth, I wondered if I should just drop it, go home, and feel disappointed with myself to the point of despair. I took a break. By the fifth lap, I really, really thought I might puke. Then I went home.

Today I went again. And I was harrassed by disgusting old men/uncles twice. Oh, for goodness sake. Here goes. While I was jogging/running my first lap, a malay "uncle" riding his bike rode by me, turned his head and whistled. Or maybe it was the wind. But I'm pretty sure it was him. I was like, "Oh my God... OhmyGodohmyGodohmyGod!" I was so freaked out. Excuse me! Please keep your lecherous, disgusting, completely revolting eyes to yourself, mister! And I was NOT dressed indecently, for your information. I was dressed perfectly ALRIGHT, in a COLLARED-SHIRT that covers the collar bones, perfectly fine sleeves, and a pair of dark blue shorts that leaves only about, 3 inches of thigh from the knee. OKAY?!? So, because it was about 6+ but then, not a lot of people were there. There were more people on Sunday, but I guess that's because it was a Sunday. So after I finished another lap, I decided it was too late, was getting dark, and was very unsafe for me to remain there, so I went home. On the way home, I met this old, Chinese man, old enough to be my grandpa, and he was walking using a walking stick.

Then he sort of laughed and was like (In Chinese), "Miss, where are you going?" (Insert laugh) Okay, I cast him a terrified-heh... look and quickly continued walking away. Then he laughed again. Okay, so I'll give him the benefit of doubt, maybe he was just some harmless old man trying to be friendly to huge whale-cows they see on the street, i.e., me, BUT WHAT THE HELL?!?

I am SO going earlier tomorrow to jog, like, at 5. Oh, and I still have to do 5 push-ups and 8 sit-ups. I hope I can improve my stamina and then increase the number of sit-ups I do per day gradually, because seriously, I am SO FAT. But I won't increase the number of push-ups, 5 is enough. Actually, according to Sara Ng, I'm supposed to 15 per day, 5 in the morning, afternoon and night each. But, oh well. Who wants to have huge arms?

So, that's all, I guess. Bye.

Hi! I'm back from our class chalet at the Costa Sands Resort, Downtown East. It wwas very small, the room, that is, but quite fun! Oh, and I just finished watching, I think part of the 2nd episode of Desperate Housewives on rented DVD.

Anyway, the first day of the chalet, I packed all my stuff and had to take the stupid train all the way to the last train station on the freaking line! Of course, I looked like a total idiot on the freaking train. Then after that I couldn't find the resort, and then after that I had to walk towards Wild Wild Wet, which I wasn't sure where it was, but in the end I made it.

Then we had a bbq dinner, and I LOVE the bacon with asparagus! Bacon and Asparagus rock! Then Nicole started forcing people to finish the food, while Michelle started to protest that she had already eaten a lot, which is really a whole, complete, flat-out lie. Anyway, after that, we couldn't sleep almost the entire night. I know Sara didn't sleep at all, at least. So I slept and was woken up two times. And the room beside us was so noisy! Well, the people rooming there were, anyway. And then around 1 a.m. or something Sara and Jie Xi and gang went out. And Melissa and Xining are such poor things! Melissa slept by the toilet door on the floor and I think didn't sleep at all either, so then after that, Michelle, Sara, Michaela, LX, Xining, Melissa and I and LX's mum went to the McDonald's at about, 3 a.m. Then I sat there and watched people eat without consuming anything! I rock! Yay!

Then after that we went back to the chalet and had a shower (around... 4 a.m.++?) and then finally, FINALLY! it was around 7 plus. So we went for breakfast at Mc Donalds, and then it was waaayyy too early, so we went back to the chalet again, then we went to Escape. I did so little things there. Then we had lunch at the foodcourt, then we went to the arcade. Then after that we went back to the chalet, I think, then Nic and I thought it was too boring back at the chalet, so we went to Escape to find LX and Mic and just do something, or something. I took the Inverter (Nic and Jie Xi) forced me to, and I was so freaked out. The Inverter had only taken it's first swing and then I started screaming like crazy. Whatever! But then I took it another time! Then I took the Flipper. Then after that we went back to the chalet.

We (Mic, LX, Michaela, LX's mum and Nic and I) had dinner at SUBWAY. While the others went to KFC. Oh, and, like, 11 people went home. So there was only fifteen of us left. I had the Italian BMT and Italian bread (but I think the guy used Hearty Italian bread or whatever the hell it's called) and Honey Mustard sauce. Okay, get this: Michelle only ate one durian puff and then didn't eat until the next day. But whatever, this is so typical, and why am I not surprised? Then after that we went to the arcade again, and then Mic and Sara went crazy about the dancing games and spent ALOT OF MONEY there on those stupid machines.

Then I played one shooting game, and it got boring. So Nic and I took the keys and went back to the chalet. Then I took a shower, and then packed all my stuff, and then after that, I was watching a show on the TV but was wayyy, tired, so I decided to take a short nap. But I fell asleep until the next morning.

Then we had this weird, ancient kind of pancake (I think) from that famous stall at the foodcourt. Everybody said it was very nice but I think it was just average, and it tasted a bit weird, but it was fine. Then after that we went to the chalet, down to the playground, back up, then I hitched a ride with Michaela's mum's car with Michelle, too, and they dropped me off at the nearest MRT station to their place!

Okay, that's all about the chalet!
Bye!

Today Xining, Mel, Nic, Mic, LX and Sara and I visited our chinese teacher, Mdm Tan! Or Chen Lao Shi. First I took the bus to the bus stop, then we walked a bit to meet LX and Nic, then we went to a mall because Sara wanted to get bubble tea. Again. Seriously, that girl is crazy!

Anyway, after that, we went to King Albert's Park and the McDonald's there, and we got lunch, takeaway, then we proceeded to take another bus to Mdm Tan's house. After alighting, we walked here, and walked there, and promptly got lost. We asked for directions from a construction worker we came upon, who was showing his butt crack. Okay, MOVE ON! After that we were still lost, and apparently Mdm Tng's map was wrong! We almost died! It was so hot! And we were walking! Nic and Sara were wearing jeans. Go figure. So we called Mdm Tan, and she sort of directed us via phone until Xining, Mic and Mel were like, "Oh! Its here! The Egg Shop! I know!" etc, etc.

Hm, then we ate our burgers at her house, and played with her grandson a bit, who was quite cute! Then we played with Oreo, her jack russell. He was very active, and didn't make a sound. I wonder if they trained him to do so, like Surprise. Oh, and he shed a hell of a whole lot of hair. All over me. And my bag. Nevermind!

And then I played Sara's PSP, and was last all the way on the car racing game, and kept doing stupid things like banging into the railings etc, etc. After that, Xining taught everybody to play mahjong! Even Mdm Tan. Well, Xining had to keep repeating and repeating, as we repeatedly (I did) asked her questions. But I learnt how to play mahjong!!! How cool is that? Now I can play mahjong, and my sister can't! Ha ha!

Anyway, after that we left and headed to Xining's condo. Xining's room is SUPER MESSY, but I love those Japanese Hello Kitty curtains she has at her door! Cute! I played another round of mahjong, then after that we went to the pool room to play pool! I haven't played pool EVER before today, but I learnt how too! Fun! Well, actually, I'm LOUSY. I keep hitting with NO STRENGTH at all and making the white ball move a few centimetres, feebly. Lame, I know. But I got two striped balls in! Maybe I'm improving!

Then after that Michelle's dad sent me to a bus stop, where I took 67 home and had a long, HOT shower. Do you know how freaking cold it is today? I hate to shower on cold days. But it was a hot bath, and I stayed in as long as I wanted, which I was never able to do before PSLE ended because I was constantly rushing to study. And I was literally addicted to studying. But anyway, screw PSLE. Fuck it. I don't want to talk about it anymore.

And so here I am! My mom postponed my piano lesson tomorrow to Thursday, because she is taking my sis and me out shopping the entire day until the evening tomorrow! I want to buy pumps! And clothes. Fun!

Okay, I have finished Bleach episode 4. And I'm still waiting for Nic to get VK 6!

Okay, see you tomorrow!

Hello guys! I know Take That is an old band, but here's some of their songs that are quite nice!

http://youtube.com/watch?v=wMSUnEOPY5I

http://youtube.com/watch?v=VW0HouUCZHg

I just thought it would be hard for you to type it all in the address box, so if you don't mind trying to hear through the music video through Inconsolable, here you go!






Bye!

Hi!

Yesterday my family and I went out shopping at Orchard. Today my sis and I went to church and then went shopping at Suntec(where my church is) and Marina and J8.

Here's what I/we bought:

-Two tank tops, one white and one blue from G2000. My dad bought them for my sis but she can share them with me.
-A Walt Disney pair of shorts.
-Ripples flip flops from J8. I just wanted to get a pair of flip flops that I actually COULD wear to places. They're navy blue with some flower patterns nearing the sole of the foot part. Too bad there wasn't and black left, though. Black would have been so much nicer. Anyway, I like the shop assistant! She didn't keep following us around. p.s. Actually I wanted to get those flipflops with the huge, thick soles, but, oh well.
-A 'Nacho Girl Friend(I can't figure it out but I think "Girl" and "Friend" are supposed to be together as a whole word on the shirt) shirt.

Yeah, that's it. But I'm happy! 'Cos I bought so many nice things. Okay, later I'm going to my cousin's house for gathering, whereby I can play with Surprise! Oh, I have to watch Bleach now. I'm currently putting VK on a hold until Nic gets volume 6 because I CANNOT understand what the hell they are talking about from the online version. And I only watched Bleach episode 2 until part A was done.

So ciao!

Hey guys!

What happened Yesterday.

Well, after school, Nic, Mic, Sara, Michaela and I went to J8 and then LX's place. First we tried to flag a taxi down. But these two lower primary girls went and stood in front of us and the stupid taxi stopped for them. Hello? Not considerate much?! Anyway, after that we got in another taxi, where Nic took the front seat, and the rest of us squished in the back, whereby Sara sat on the floor, thought her knee was going to dislocate again and got onto LX's lap. Haha! Anyway, after that we went to J8, where Sara bought cheese fries and a chocolate croissant.

Then we went to LX's house. And her condo is so nice! But I guess every condo is nice too! So after that we had fried beehoon and chicken, and then Nic used the computer and we all sat in the living room and watched Letters From Iwo Jima or whatever its called, I forgot. Then it started raining so LX's maid turned on the AC and closed the windows and curtains. It was nice! Mic was holed up with her Nintendo Wii OR whatever it is called.

Then after that LX brought out her bunny. And it shat in Mic's arms. Then Nic came out, Sara put the bunny on her, and she promptly pushed it away onto the sofa. Whereby I was afraid it was on the danger of slipping right off and onto the floor. Anyway, later I decided it was getting too noisy in the living room so I went into LX's study room where they (she and Nic) were using the computer. It was actually much cooler in there! Then I sat on the window seat and 'went into my own world' while LX closed the curtains. Anyway, I just want to say how cosy her study room is! Especially when you just flop down on the sofa and watch the video playing on the computer. Then we had to leave. ): I love LX's house! It rocks!

What happened Today.

Today my family and I went to Chek Jawa, this island off changi. So we went with my cousins and my dad's friend. (And their families) We cycled, and some parts of the track was really shit. But maybe that would burn off SOME off the junk food I literally killed myself with yesterday. So that's good, right? But we didn't get to see any sea creatures because it was high tide.

Then after that we went back to mainland and went to the airport for lunch, where we discovered that my sis got shit on her shoe, and then my dad couldn't find the rest of the group and got mad and irritated and it was really, really annoying. He, that is. And the shit. Then after that we finally had lunch and went home.

Anyway, VK rocks! Oh, and I started watching Bleach yesterday too, I only finished the first episode though. And I'm only at chapter 26 of VK. Kaname rocks!

Okay, see you later! Bye!

Hello people!

We're into the second day of freedom already and some people are allegedly already getting bored! You know who you are. Anyway, I just spent like, 2 hours and 25 minutes killing my hands. That's right, I was practicing the piano! And putting my nerves in danger of paralysis. Anyway, manga is nice! I'm currently reading Vampire Knight series, and after I finish the last chapter, I'll move on to another series etc., like Fruits Basket etc. etc. Also I will watch anime!

Okay, next topic. If I have a choice, IF, should I learn French or Japanese next year? French is cool! But hard. And Japanese is cute! And hard, but not so much as French. So like, I totally can't decide! Should I learn French or Japanese if I can? Post your comments at the message board!

So today in school we watched a Mr. Bean movie. But Nic and Sara and LX were talking to Mdm T about playing Death Note tomorrow when we watch another movie! Well, actually, not to be EVIL, but I guess Death Note sounds fun! I haven't watched it yet. And yes, I know its Japanese. I think its in Jap too, right? Maybe that will help me make up my mind. So Mic and I were just sitting there, with Michaela, and occasionally laughing.. not very fun! But the teachers tried their best, I guess...

Gasps of horror emanated from the student body too. Don't be surprised. So Kaname is very nice! I like Zero too (talking about Vampire Knight now), but.. I don't know. All my friends want Kaname to be with Yuki! Yuki is very very cute! Oh, and I love the parts where she and Yori make fun/gang up on Zero.. fun! Very entertaining! I never knew I'd like manga. Or want to watch anime. Hmm. People change, right?

I wonder what OTHER activities the school has planned for us. Since we won't be going overseas (wth!) which is just such a shame! I can't believe we're being rid of this wonderful opportunity! Don't you know that going OVERSEAS with friends is supposedly DIFFERENT than going with family?!? Oh well, its not like its up to us to decide. Its just too sad. Last year our seniors went to Japan! How unfair is that?!?

Maybe I'll write again later!

Hello people!

YES! PSLE is over! See? I don't lie, but sorry I didn't update earlier, I was too busy. Anyway, what's happened in the past two months or so? Well, I studied like crazy, because PSLE is huge and so major. Um, basically, it was just studystudystudy. I think I was so addicted to studying. I didn't allow myself to use the computer except send me teacher emails about science questions.. and relax, once in a blue moon.

So, what was PSLE like? Well, for the written papers, the first one, English, was scary, everyone was jittery and totally unprepared. Um, but after you get used to it, it's fine, really. You even get used to the cooler version of OAS! That's Optical Answer Sheet. The math was hard, and so was that idiotic science, but I really don't want to talk about that anymore.

The point is, now we get TWO months of endless fun while everyone else is slogging! How cool is that? So I've finally started reading Vampire Knight, this manga, cause I surpressed my desire a few months back because of PSLE. Kaname rocks! Anyway, this really spells fun! So many things to do! So little time! Lets play! Um, by the way, if you've changed your blog urls (so irritating) please leave all new links and messages at the tagboard.

Welcome back!