I am going to die. No, like, seriously. My fucked-up self is going to die. Why the HELL must I make the decision whether or not to reject or accept the NYGH DSA offer? What kind of fucked-up world am I living in?!?
Why on earth is this idiotic, deranged decision resting on my shoulders? Not that I would ever let anyone, besides God make this idiotic decision for me, including my parents. WHAT THE FUCK?!?
whatthefuckwhatthefuckwhatthehellwhatthehell. What am I going to do?!?!?! I have ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA. WHAT THE FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK. I AM RUINING MY OWN FUTURE. God! What is happening to me?!?
