I'm getting quite sick of my life.

Next week there're thousands of deadlines and tests. I DON'T CARE. I SAY SO. I have a Jap CA tomorrow and I haven't studied. My biology project is due Wednesday and I've only completed about 1/4 of it. My History SA is on Friday and I haven't studied. My Literature SA is on Wednesday and I haven't really studied either.

Yeah, looking back, that sounds really sick, doesn't it? March Holidays aren't much of a consolation, since it won't really be an entire week of carefree bliss either.

How is it done? How do people do it? Maybe I really will drop Jap. Wait, or have I not mentioned this to you?

Oh whatever. Anyway I went to the library on Saturday and had my first, long-deprived taste of my drowned sweet, sweet ordinary reality. I borrowed three books and I just feel so sad. Why did my life spin into this?