Okay. I shall face my fate. But I don't care I need to wallow a little more before I pick myself up from this long, dusty and parched stretch of never-ending trail. Because the sun, only a dimmed orange sliver is residing behind the wispy threads of thin silver and I can't see no hope.

I can feel the dying strands of grass clenched in my fists as the long jagged fault line continues to slide down my heart. My Chemistry died. And I joined it. And it was so easy. And this just goes to show how dumb I am.

I want to die. Now. 11.14 AM Singapore time. Please just kill me. Please. Please please. How can I be so stupid and so careless and so completely, ridiculously and insanely idiotic. Ok forget it I am in no mood to pick myself up. Whatever. I shall just sit here and die.

Okay okay. Since there's still math tomorrow, the last paper, there is still hope! Just like Hui Zhen said, my carelessness may be huge but God is bigger!:D I shall put my hope in the Lord even though I am still the biggest idiot of all time:D

bye