You know what I have discovered? As you all know, my cousin and her dog are here to stay-for 7 days. And guess what? Their presence HAS disrupted my life, and it has also made me realize one thing more into depth.

1.My dad is a fucked up pig, he is selfish, self-centred and always wants me to do as he says, he thinks he's God, he acts like he owns this whole goddamned earth, and he forces me to accompany my cousin to play, and when I don't, he screams at me and calls me a selfish pig, and when I do and score bad results for exams, he screams at me and calls me a stupid cow who never studies and only knows how to play and look now you ruined your life and I can't help you anymore. He might not say that but that is what he'll do if I resist his goddamn fucked up person. Fucker. FUCKER.

Maybe I should start living life less for other people and think more about myself. Because living my life for pigs and cows sucks. They make me sweat, waste my time and annoy me. So what for? Maybe I should start giving a damn about what I want to do. How I want to live. Not other people. Not pigs or cows. Stupid cow. Go to hell.

And my dad thinks he's a damn good man. Guess what? All he is is a cow living in a pig sty eating his own shit. Fucker. So get this:

my dad=stupid cow=fucked up pig=asshole.

Why must I live my life for other people? All I do is sweat, pretend to be happy, pretend to be nice and waste my time. WASTE MY TIME. Basically: This is shit. My dad wants everyone to live his/her life for him. Everything he says, we must do. Rubbish. Maybe I should start living for myself again.

Stupid. Shit.