Okay, I suddenly feel super depressed:( I have no idea why. I just do. Omg. I feel like all my exams are gonna die: Chem, Lit, Chinese, English, History, Geog, etcetcetc So what's the point of even studying?

I want to die:( I think my whole Chem is going to just DIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDIE. I want to cry. Now I think I'm crying already. Oh my Gosh. This is bad. I don't know what's happening to me, or my education. I think I'm flailing miserably under the seas. I just feel like jumping off a cliff into the raging, ice-cold waters or better, just a straight gun shot to the head. Clean and easy. But actually I think I'm exaggerating on the Chem part. I mean, thinking about it I understand. But I don't know - it all seems so overwhelming all of a sudden, please, please kill me.


=( I have no appetite. Maybe if I did eat, I'd poison myself and die a painful, slow death. Ugh.